I need to know should I fight for love or disarm. It's getting harder to shield. This pain in my heart~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memories? 
 

15♥

Happy Anniversary ♡♥

Seeing the person you like with someone else.

"Gausah sok tegar kamu fah. Aku tau itu nancep."

Apakah harus mengorbakan perasaan?

Tonight I Wanna Cry - Keith Urban

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
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It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

2 Juni 2012

Niat dari semalem mau bangun jam 7 dan itu uda nyalain alarm. Besok paginya dg nyawa masi melayang layang, gue bangun jam 8. Pertanyaannya, tujuan nyalain alarm apa:) Gue bangun kelabakan karna gue home alone. Padahal, jam 9 nanti gue harus ke sekolah sama ortu buat ngambil hasil kelulusan. Gapake basa basi gue lgsg mandi siap siap segala macem dan lgsg nelpon mame buat cepet pulang dan lgsg cus!

*otw*

*nyampe*

*parkir*

*otw koridor*

*diterpa angin*

*rambut berkibar kibar kaya gembel*

*yg suda dtg pada ngeliatin dg tatapan ew*

*oke nyampe*

Kebetulan disana ada temen temen gue yauda gue lgsg gabung situ. Sampe jam 10 kita nunggu di luar buat nunggu hasilnya. Ortu masing masing pada masuk Aula buat dikasi embel embel (?) Selagi menunggu, guru2 bacain siapa aja yg masuk 10 besar. Pas urutan keberapa gitu, guru nyebut nama depan gue "nuuuuurrrrr...." *oke deg degan-_-* "nur rizky!" Oke bukan gue....kalem kalem. Suda selese, ortu pada berhamburan keluar Aula, nyamperin anaknya masing masing buat kasi hasil pengumuman di dalam amplop itu. Deg deg, deg deg......gue buka amplop pelan pelan tapi pasti.........krekkkk amplop kebuka.....gue ambil kertasnya...... gue buka.........oke..........Alhamdulillah gue lulus! *sujud syukur dalam hati* (?) Sebenernya mau exited kaya org kesurupan, cuma gue masi punya malu:3 Cus pulang. Gue teriak2 yohooo yihiiii #lebay. Pas gue buka kertas kedua yg itu nilai uan-nya. Oke........gue sedih.......prihatin. Gapapa, walaupun nilai pas pas-an yg penting ga jelek jelek amat. Mari bersyukur.........makasih Allah O:)

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